There are a number of books of messages purportedly spoken by Jesus to an American housewife, Rita Ring, entitled God's Blue Book, Volumes 1 to 7. Whatever you are inclined to believe about the veracity of such purported messages generally, and about the credibility of Rita Ring specifically, if you read even one of these books you will find the content persuasive and credible. You will become conscious of yourself having a better and more personable feeling about God's Relationship with you after reading even just one of them.
I would Strongly Recommend Volume 1 which you can download below.
"You have the seeds. I provide water and sunlight."
"Your heart is My instrument to reach your brothers."
The other God's Blue Books are available for downloading free on the website of "The Shepherds of Christ Ministeries" - www.sofc.org. In addition to the God's Blue Books, that website also makes available a lot of other very edifying reading material.
( Actual Books can be purchased from them on-line at reasonable cost ).
This website is dedicated to Our Lady of Good Counsel of Genazzano, Italy
and to Frank Duff, R.I.P., the Founder of The Legion Of Marywww.tsmit.net